Tuesday 27 January 2015

Update x

Hey everyone 
I haven't blogged because I've been sick.i have been getting temps all day and night and they think I have a infection in my line which isn't good as I have only just got better!.i hate when people think just because my lung functions have gone up that I can breathe better.well to a extent,I'm getting more out of breathe recently and needing my oxygen more!. 
It doesn't surprise me as well I need a transplant in a year or so.
I don't really know what to think I get panic attacks looking at pics from before that chrimstas when I got I'll. because I know how fast cf can change on you.
One minute you have all your life and freedom next you have nothing no friends and you can even walk outside because your oxygen doesn't reach. It took me a while to get to grips at the fact I was ill.and i always though why do I have cf 
Why can't I have another life where I wassociable  and would be able to go places without worrying when my next tablet was.people need to realise that they are so lucky to be able to wake up in the morning and not worry about medicine or phisyo.. People need to think more about life and how lucky they are ..  
Sorry about the rant guys, Charlottetalks-